I find that the world in 2010 is filled with superficial people. I know I may not be the most beautiful woman out there or the one with the best body but I am certain that my heart is in the right place. If you can see past the physical and look into my eyes, you will see a deep desire this woman has to love and be loved. A simple request for myself yet a difficult one. As I come out of my long relationship, I ask myself if I would be ready to jump in again. Hmmm... not sure quite yet. I know what I want out of life and what I want from a relationship, however, I also appreciate myself to know that I need to give it time. The last thing I want is to carry my baggage into a new relationship. As lonely as I feel at times, I know that
in time, God will send me someone just for me. I am used to being in love so being out of love is different for me. I don't know anything else and I guess that's a good thing.
So, while I wait for him, I will continue to work on myself. What is waiting will surpass anything from my past life. I know it!
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend".
Albert Camus
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Well I hear patienceis a virtue and it seems to me you are blessed with it. So hang in there you never know what's waiting for you around the bend.
ReplyDeleteKika you are a beautiful woman inside and out &don't let anyone tell you any different.You have such a giving heart and someone out there will see your true beauty &will love you unconditionally. :)
ReplyDelete&how do you know its gonna be a him?and not a her? lol jk jk
Kika, God has someone out there for you and when the time is right he will show up when you least expect it. :) Love you Kika, you are a strong woman who knows what she wants &I respect you for that.
omg becca! I can't believe you just practically called me gay!!!!
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