On top of the world!

Sometimes the truth hurts.... who am I kidding? The truth always hurts except when it's good truth. Many times we don't want to see it or we choose to live in denial about stuff but deep down inside we know better. I believe that every person knows their truths even when they try to avoid them. I have had many truths that I have chosen to very casually forget, if only for the moment and to avoid feeling pain. I have my days when I just need to be alone with my thoughts. I think it's a way for me to regroup and gather my thinking in order to be exceptional for this world. This is very tough especially since I have such a busy life and everyone needs something from me. I am a very sensitive person by nature and I always want to make sure that everyone is being taken care of though I often forget about me. I will have conversations with friends that revolve around them while thinking that I don't want to bother them with my problems. I know it's not the case but I often feel as if I would burden them. I have to be truthful that in recent times, I have become more aware of the need for me to take care of myself. I am very proud of the fact that I finally started loving myself. I am indeed confident about that and no matter if I am standing alone in the world, I feel as if I am on top of the world!

Feeling this way took many years and alot of hard work but now that I'm here, well.... There's no going back to the old me! Here I am world, take me for who I have become!!